What I can Handle Right Now

1. Mid-afternoon naps
2. Inhalations
3. Exhalations
4. Humming a tune while I muck out my horses stalls
5. Yelling obscenities at the 20 year old pool pump as water comes gushing out of it.
6. Unpacking (I barely tolerate it, but I CAN handle it)
7. Letting myself get dirty
8. Noticing how the sunset looks different here than it does in Pittsburgh
9. Exhalations, lots of exhalations
10. Walking down the street to buy blueberries from my Amish neighbor
11. Waiting for the fan to turn toward me again.
12. Listening to the wall clock tick
13. Deciding to view myself as getting old
14. Deciding to never get old and be old
15. Giving my horse a massage
16. Ignoring my mother
17. Washing my clothes
18. Wondering if I'm making the right decisions
19. Wondering if there is a right decision
20. Getting frustrated about right decisions
21. Thinking there's no use in getting frustrated about "right" decisions
22. Ignoring my mother
23. Wishing my parents pool pump wasn't so damn old
24. Wishing my dad taught me a little more about the pool pump before he left for the hospital
25. Wondering what the heck algae is
26. Wondering how they make energy out of algae... bizarre